Why mom…
…did you choose to get pregnant if you NEVER wanted me…
WHY?
Why mom…
…did you choose to keep me instead of giving me away, if you hated me so…
WHY?
Why mom …
…did you let him hurt me over and over when you heard me cry…
WHY?
Why mom…
…did you NOT save me and hold me when i cried in pain…
WHY?
Why mom…
…did you hurt me with your hands when they should have been loving and gentle…
WHY?
Why mom…
…did you disappear and leave me with him … was the world much better without me..
WHY?
Why mom …
…did you NOT hear me when i pleaded for your help… were you deaf…
WHY?
Why mom …
…did YOUR need for drugs require giving my little body to “those guys”…
WHY?
Why mom…
… did you laugh at me… when i told you i was scared…
WHY?
Why mom …
…did you NEVER hold me close and absorb all my sadness…
WHY?
Why mom…
… did you look at me in disgust and hate… what did i do…
WHY?
Why mom…
… did you FINALLY walk away and NEVER look back…where are you…
WHY?
Why mom…
… did you NEVER love me… was i that terrible…
WHY?
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